Hated

i came to terms with the messiah in myself today,
he always wanted to treat them well, to cheer them on,
to give them hope, when they were just so useless,
y did i even bother, to save a world that hates me.

to save a world that loathes me,
that murdered me, and slit away such a rosy picture,
that stole away the trickle that gave me joy,the slightest tricmade me,