Games

come with an honest mistake,
shade all the mistakes that fuel my demise,
were they ever mistakes or just part of your games,
you never could show any reason anyway.

never could see your damn purpose,
what did I ever do to deserve this anathema,
oh yeah, I remember now, a simple mistake,
just gave everything I ever had.

time to go back to my old self, a bit ironic,
that was when I was strongest anyway,
time to seal all the feelings again,
thrust the dagger and drag it till it cuts me in half.

Did it ever occur, that i enjoy the pain,
Did it ever make you realise, how much it makes me stronger,
I never longed for more, the determination,
I just laugh at you, and only wish you tried harder.