Two Worlds

Heavy metal or alternative.... hmmm, I've been thinking a lot of days and nights (no, no I'm not that jobless) and I gotta say I like both. Always did.

I mean I still love so many Creed songs. I loved playing "Hold me now... I"m six feet...." a week back. It felt nice. Heavy metal. Damn. Playing iron man is such an awesome feeling. I love it.

Why do people have to hate one. At least most people here. Is it to pretend to be cool or some shit? I certainly don't get it. Most people go heavy metal through alternative. It's sad if people hate it cause they wanna pretend. Sad to say, but that's just denying what rock n roll stands for. I believe it's about being true to yourself more than anything else.

So if you hate it cause someone "cooler" hates it. Well go shoot yourself without wasting time. Your a poser. Your being dishonest to yourself for crying out loud. SO please the next time you hear alternative, psychedelic or anything else, give it a very good listen before you say anything. SAY NO TO BEING A DUMBASS.

A fling with a dash of love?

So, I assume everyone who reads this has fallen out of love, screwed up their love life or done things of that sort. If not, well, ermmmm, this is going to be a bit harsh.Well, maybe not.

Serious relationship. A big no no. Unless your purpose is to live the "get married and have kids" dream (referred to as GMaHK dream from here on). Since most of the people actually believe that is the purpose in their lives. The ultimate joy. The dream. Yes, I'm rolling my eyes as well, since I tend to puke when I think of this. The bulk of the human civilization contributes to evolution, by reproduction??? Maybe that's why it's said that only some people are born to be great. Those few good men, who thought otherwise (Thank god).

Maybe as its said, since the process of natural selection is ruled out of the human race, the gene pool is getting weaker. (You certainly notice that the gene pool is getting dumber, when you drive around Colombo during the rush hour).

Maybe it's me. But the whole GMaHK dream sounds very boring to me. Maybe I'm just young, naive and stupid (This is what older, married people use as a counter argument, how CREATIVE). I feel that my purpose in life is much greater than that. I hope I'm talented enough to enter that group of few good men mentioned above. Then again I believe in hard work. Talent is just plain dumb luck. Come on. Edison failed 10,000 times when trying to create the light bulb. You'd be called untalented if you failed for about 10 times. I mean, think about it. Its perseverance, isn't it? Not giving a fuck about what others say and going on achieving your dreams.

So my sense of direction is that, I'm young, naive and stupid. Let's have fun. Let's not get into anything serious and tie ourselves down. Let's not give into tradition and all that goes along with it. Let's just have fun. Enjoy Life (As the infamous quote goes, : Fuck today, Die tomorrow, No regrets). And of course, let's have a fling with a dash of love? Why a dash, well at least, to pretend it's personal, to pretend that some bond exists. But I warn you, just a dash, nothing more and (for completion's sake) nothing less.